this is the way

Im feeling abit bored i just might go high,
i was watching Star News Asia while eating, ( ha-ha )
and they actually have this competition of climbing 86 storeys.
86 !
lets say, 1 storey has 2 flights of stairs
172 flights of stairs !
thats like, climbing up to my class over 29 times..

gah, exams are in early march and how sad its after and before holidays, not only we have to study during chinese new year, but holidays. :( :( :(

im trying my best to finish my homework in class so i can at least revise a little or do my add maths homework when i get home, to lighten my burden.
but somehow i come around as being emo and anti-sosial :
ive hear alot of comments too saying i have this harsh go-away-i-dont-wanna-talk expression. haha. sorry.
not, and i repeat, notttt intentional.
im just not that cheerful-jumpy-go-hi-hi-person. i dont bite :D ask Lillian. :D roarrr

check out
Wonderwall by Oasis; and
Wonderful world by James Morisson. :)

not yet

Love That Dog
by Sharon Creech.

February 7th

Yes
It looks good
on yellow paper
But you forgot
( again )
To have more
space
Between the lines
Like I did
When I wrote it.

Thats okay though

***

-Abstracted-

So I got this from the yellow book Lillian so happened borrowed from the library that so happen has an entry written on February 7, which so happen is today which so happen means something.

I can feel a huge lump, yes lump of humongous sweat trickle or flood down my face- if you know what I mean..
Erghhhhhhhhhhhh.

Yes I must learn how to control my disposition.
It seems to be getting more and more critical as we speak.
Right now, there are things to be taken care of,
And that requires non-egoistic measures.
Sigh,
I must go..

ha-ha, how ironic.

;)

i see whites, reds and purples

Honestly, tell me; did the value matter?
because to me it felt like it did.
it felt like ive failed
it felt like your dissapointed,
this time,
yes
this time.

just because

11;58
oh yah;
happy birthday :)

add

oh this is an addition,
thank God for the people who went to Subang Parade and come home safely on the third February.
and how silly of those Thai robbers to rob a jewelry shop on a Saturday night when its the time where most people go shopping -.-
thank God Yivonne and Rachel (and others) who were in SP that day are okay !

because we had a good day c:

My vision is getting blurry again.
As if I stared at multiple polka-dot dresses for 348638974 hours.
I cant seem to focus on the words on the computer or my book without straining my eyes.
I actually have a slight astigmatism,
glasses werent necessary, but my parents said better prevent it from getting worse, so they got me glasses last year with super duper ultra low power.
Just for astigmatism, im neither short-sighted or long-sighted.
I just can go semi-blurred in vision at night.
It got better since I wore it every night when I was studying everynight for PMR, after that it went back to normal and I abandon my glasses till 10inches of dust lay on my cover.
Ah, but now, its the itchy, tingly as-if-you-first-time-wear-glasses feeling.

Oh speaking of polka dot dresses we had our English oral today, our group was very very VERY spontaneous, I just got my ( short ) script today and thought I could nail it within one period, but I memorized Lyn’s lines instead of mine.
i skipped a few lines but ahh, thank God it got to the point.

Oh we were doing our oral based on our literature short story, The Necklace. So 4 groups were repeating the story again, and again, and again, and again.
I kinda miss our after PMR, Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde play. Heck I miss after PMR.

Today the probates were lantik-ed.
Ergh so unfair ! your probation period is only blardy 3 months !
Mine was a freaking 6 months ! pout pout pout.

Peggy didnt come today cause she had MSSD, so I had to replace her for K.Kumpulan :|
Such impromptu-ness. And tomorrow is assembly ! Ah ! im not bragging or anything, im just feeling a bit whoosy..
What if I order the group members and they think im bossy?
What if they dont take me seriously and the other prefects think im not strict enough?
What if I make a mistake and blow my chances?
AH, Choi I know you’ll baca this sooner or later, forgive me lah okay if I make a mistake :P
Like ringing the bell five minutes earlier today -_- #


I dont know why ive grew a fond for blogging.
Im sorry if I irritate you by blogging almost everyday about nonsense and what I do,
But if your okay with it. :) !

Things are so much better like this ya
:)

you were fine

To keep it simple and precise,
We had a surprise birthday party for Kay yesterday organized by her mom.
It was such a failed surprise !
She was earlier then all of us.
Sighhh.

But it was nice gathering together :D
And the venue?
Shakeys- again.
Second time within a month ive ate at Shakeys and took pictures like never before.
Haha !
So this is short, let the pictures do the talking :)

birthday girl ! with Lillian's glasses :D

so not what your thinking..

we're different, your alike

Ah yes, Larian Mesra, or the old fashion way we use to call it, Larian Lebuh Raya.
The 3.5 km for girls and 4 for guys.
My third year participating in it.
Since I think when I was form 2 they canceled it for some fund raising program. Am I right? Correct me if im wrong.

I remember joining in form one. Heck I forgot what no I got since I think I walked the whole journey. Hehe :D and I think I remember saying I wouldnt wanna run, - okay walk, ever again.
Participated in form three which I think I got no. 35 or so. Haha !
And this year, sadly our category was the last, so before we even started we could see some form one and two boys already resting and form one and two girls coming in. the envious feeling.

Whistle blown, run run run.
Okay actually I kinda made a ‘pledge’ that I wouldnt stop running till at least the second check point. Hahhhhh. Fail lah.
I saw Ashley and an Indian girl – sorry I dont know your name, walking so I joined them. darnnn.. so much for a pledge.

Continued running and aiyooooo why la must stop me so ngam when got traffic. Cissss, make me stop again.
Run up hill and cut across the playground where I met Tania and Nicole, cut past them and ran alone.
I was having some sort of competition with this Malay and Chinese form 5 girls. First i kinda sprinted ahead then slowed down, then the Chinese sprinted, then the Malay, then they walked, after I cut them they did it again. Aiyoh, go lah !

Another up hill, oh yes I regained enough strength to actually run up the hill ( nyeh Lyn :P ) but after that I was actually thankful that they stop me for the traffic again. Saw the fourth check point, past the lorong, saw the school when Nik actually said I was ninth, so I sprinted again and I got no.17. hahhhhh. So much for 6 places away !
Okay la better then last year, but so many form 4 and 5 runners where missing in action today, so cant consider.

After that we head to Melur when it was like some SMK USJ 13 convention.
I went to Lyn’s and mendedahkan her to the skins, layouts and hmtl color codings. Haha. See how pretty is her blog ! :D

Oh yes I likey likey this picture :D

p.s/ congratulations on those who won :)

because i heard you said so,
it happened again.

hyp

Human behavior works bizarrely don’t they?
You see its not that easy isn’t it?
Why is it that both sides are spotting that very thing,
Why is it that ‘we’ retain these certain off-putting, characteristic?
it is we, who is granting these so-called put-offs,
and it is so, who will be granted put-offs in return.

Everything of these repeats itself,
A circle of non-pleasings,
You see, we’re just the same are we not?

Alas, what ive decided is upon transformation.
On the contrary, what about you?
However bold the person may be to notify,
Probably rebellious wills, will go off.
It does not really matter probably,
For the time being,
But what a waste it will definitely be,
If these circles never meet.

Ah, but now I say transformation it be,
Forgive if I take a moment brake,
you see,
Its not easy for me.

cd

My tummy’s feeling funny.
Im trying to re call what I ate.
Let’s see. The big fatty soggy fries in school with chili sauce,
Nasi lemak my mom bought from a shop while she was in Klang since about 10am which I think smelled slightly basi but I ate anyway because I had 15 minutes for lunch before my piano class,
Home cook food which surely could not cause my tummy to feel er, funny.

Hmm..
Maybe it was the big fatty soggy fries,
Maybe it was the chili sauce I dipped it in,
Maybe it was that basi-smelling nasi lemak.
Or maybe
It was the pineapple juice Ivan bought :|

My mom has allergies to pineapple, makes her tummy ache.
I never did have allergies to pineapple,
And im not having any sort of PMS symptoms either.
No, its just the nasi lemak :\