suddenly

Let me ask you something,

Do you change the way you talk or act among different peers?

Think about it,

In my opinion,
More commonly,
Trying to fit in,
Afraid that what we say or do offend others,
Afraid of getting rejected or hated,

But what is all these when we advance over the limit,
The limit where we become hypocrites
And forget definitions of our own,

The time when we become professionals at hiding,
The time when we end up telling lies,
And be two faced,
The time when we eventually don’t realise that we are telling lies,
The time when denial was a routine,
The time when we forget ourselves
And self judgements.

What do we get from all these anyway?

Minutes of fame,
Diminutive moments of satisfaction;


Yes we are all human;

But sometimes,
its just like the feeling of slapping your head a million times
just to wake up,
and realise that its not worth all that crap;
it’s that hundred and ten percent feeling of assurance
when we build the courage to say

“this is me”

cards

Yeah, it was my birthday,
and wont be talking about it now,

thanks

for those who made an effort to come ! :)
to my daddykins and mommydearest for the all the time, money and sweat,
to my sis who helped out soo soo much,
to those who made pretty cards and gave me presents :)
to people who wished me via phonecalls, text messages etc
and
to those who ive never contact for so long and still remembers,
the first and last ! heh!

gah thank you all for making my 16th a sweet one,
i guess thats why they call it sweet sixteen. :)

here goes the bell

Im happy that their as excited or more excited then I am for tmr :)

Im happy that so many are trying their best to make it!

Im happy that most a chipping in to make it nicer,

I hope it goesss well :)

Reminder;

Daddy’s day is this Sunday.
Got what you wanted for your dad’s already?
I have!
Nyaahaha.
And their kyeeeeeeeuteee!

Tiring days lately,
But nonetheless muchhhhh muchhh fun :)
Im thinking things might just get better this other half of the year.
Haha!

I know this is funny to say,
But I think my mom and sis is up to something now,
Which is a few minutes before twelve.
I can hear some tape and wrapping paper sound.
NYAHAHHA.!

Ah hem,
Jie, I know you somehow might read this,
Yes I know you read my blog.

p.s/
shweeetttt ! :)

damm,
i need some coffee.

:)

i get cant to you

I couldn’t help but to take a photo of it :P

A few of the many weird , not feeling, bengkaks I got from camp.
This is the weirdest by far.
It looks like someone sunk their finger tips into my thighs :|

And no nothing like that happen.
ahaha


p/s.
quote of the day !
(inside joke)

" Do not, i repeat DO NOT do this to nature ! "

buahahaha :D

please hurry please

This week’s a really busy one eh?
Not to mention my favourite week of the month :D

I know a handful of people’s birthday,
One or two weddings,
And a whole bunch of events.

My mom said that this 16th and 17th of the month is good for some celebration.
Woohoo to that.
:D

Hrm,
im still not feeling why we follow the phrase sweet sixteen?
Sure it rhymes and all that,
But the budaya barat namely Americans only call it that because they get to drive when their sixteen,
We Malaysians cant till we’re seventeen !
So shouldn’t we make a phrase like super seventeen?
Haha
Do I hear a second?
Okay abit too much on the chocs already.

Anyhoo,
Im turning shweeet sixteen on the sixteenth. :)
And all you have to do is wish me to make my day!
Okay okay ?
Ahhaha.

Im sorry for some who have initial or later plans on Saturday,
I don’t care,
Im expecting to see you.
And I hate disappointments ! :Ps

Its 13th tmr,
So incase I forget
Happy Birthday Larissa !
:D

And much much much luck to Xin Yi for her grade 8 piano exam tmr too.
I bet you cant wait to laugh at us all.

childhood crushes

A little to hopeful,

Very much doubtful.

an obvious tip off :D

take a look

I find it funny that Su Li is afraid of me when it comes to exam results or the after-exam aura.
Its because I get so tensed up and act like a nerve wreck,
Im one heck of a paranoid deep thinking thank you,
Haha!
Shucks im sorry if I act like a geek about it,
Its just some unwanted nature that I have.

First day of school?
Not good.
Im heck disappointed at my papers,
No I do not want to compare myself with others to make myself feel any better,
In the end,
The fact remains that its our own sweat and blood for it right?

Anyways,
Camp was magnifico!
Even today we were still busy chatting away about what happen,

And this time I did not overpack!
Thanks to my silly sister that kept laughing over the fact that I took seven shirts. Hmmprh.
Well, in the end I took six including the one I wore, and it was just enough. Like right on the dot.
For those who took four shirts stinkkkedd! :P

The facilitators were awesomely sporting.
The games were predictable but still fun to play with all the semangatness in everyone.

I think I have this bad luck charm for camps.
I always end up in the uncooperative group :\

Amazing race was fun! We ran like chickens in the dark,
I loved loved loved that squirrel-tree game, and when they shout earthquake and you see people screaming while running away from the blue people,
And the games that sunway organized.

i loved the time when we just sat back and relax,
The time when we were dismiss for meals or wash-ups.
When the toilets were all booked up beforehand by friends,
The girls toilet was bustling I tell you,
And I don’t mean noisy. Heh.
Haha only at camps, only at camps :D

Definately not forgetting the night time.
We didn’t have a curfew,
Girls camped at the ruang legar while the guys at the grassy side at the end of the assembly site.

It was pretty cool to have ‘girl talk’ with guys till the wee hours in one side,
While a handful playing cards and telling ghost stories at the other end,
Watching the facilitators play rugby till 1am.

Sleeping with Lynette in the ruang legar while the others slept in the tents or the assembly site was fun.
Haha we talked lots and prank lots :P

It was seriously weird that the first night we were sweating like pigs while everyone was freezing plus the fact we already planned head to toe incase of some sudden freeze attack.
Instead we barely used our jackets or blanket.

I was almost pushed to the chilly floor when Lillian bunked in the second night.
You big fatty.

I don’t think a post will be enough to sum up what happen,

Plus the very very happy flip I got during everything
All smiles!
Yes, thank you camp.

Sorry for the ultra super long post.

maybe its just me

Im not in a mood to blog,
A bunch of crap have been happening recently,
And apparently only this year. :\

I’ll elaborate soon when I’ll have the blogging mood,
Which will be very soon since im an addict.

Anyhoo,
I miss camp.
Apart from the slight sun burn’s, darkness ( no I do not want to live in denial like some who call it tan ), and the fact that I wanted to dig out my eyes sooo dam badly for some reason that many might have notice,
I miss camp a lot.

Night time was the best,
I never liked night hours this much if it wasn’t for talks.

Lotsa things happening these last few days before school reopens.

And now its that feeling when you get the result paper
Sigh,
I know I screwed my sejarah badly from that bad mistake.

and ah yes,
im looking forward for Ocean's Thirteen
and im currently addicted to oatmeals,
shoot me
i feel like a granny

just for snacks

Hello!
Im just done with packing and im pretty dam excited :D
But I feel like ive overpacked?
:s

I cant find anymore options to minimize them though.
Packing is fun,
I hope we get to choose who we wanna bunk in with. :)

Anyways I watched pirates a few days ago.
Oh gosh,
Its making me hate sequels.
Whats with Spidey 3 and Pirates 3 -_-
they arent as good as the earliers ones already.
They just get more boring,
Although shows like Lord Of The Rings and X-Men can pull that off :)
In my opinion of course.

So I wont be blogging for a few days.
I’ll be away !
And i really hope I get awesome team mates :s

Anyhhoo, to make it all even erm…happier?
I have piano RIGHT after camp
What a joy -_-“

Um, this morning was pretty boring.
A rehersal for the upcoming installation day.
The best I could say was when we went Melur and the dude who took our order could remember each and every one of our orders without paper or anything, just pure memory.
And we took up more then er, four tables?
Haha yess jakun.
You can roll your eyes now.

Hrm, okays that’s it.
Till prolly, Saturday.
Toodledoooos.