breathe in now

Saw in the papers today this girl of 12.

She hunged herself in her room.

Why?

She didn’t get the results she expected in UPSR.

Im not sure how I should feel.

It’s a mixture of disbelief of how a child so young and tendered age to take things like these that big.

I guess you could say its good that she understood how important these things were.

But its sad that she wasn’t mature enough in a different aspect?
How we get that “there’s always next time”

Yeah there is a next time,
And she should have known that.
But could you just imagine what went through her mind when she hung herself?
How sad she felt about her results that she would rather take her own life.

And yes,
I don’t know how I should feel right now.
Im sad for her and her family’s sudden lost.
Im sorry for how she died just like that.
But my admiration is still there.
I cant point a reason for it.
But yes,
Its still there.

Fyi,
She expected 4A’s at least out of her 6 subjects including Tamil.
But she got 4B’s 1C & 1D.

flabbergasted