suddenly

Let me ask you something,

Do you change the way you talk or act among different peers?

Think about it,

In my opinion,
More commonly,
Trying to fit in,
Afraid that what we say or do offend others,
Afraid of getting rejected or hated,

But what is all these when we advance over the limit,
The limit where we become hypocrites
And forget definitions of our own,

The time when we become professionals at hiding,
The time when we end up telling lies,
And be two faced,
The time when we eventually don’t realise that we are telling lies,
The time when denial was a routine,
The time when we forget ourselves
And self judgements.

What do we get from all these anyway?

Minutes of fame,
Diminutive moments of satisfaction;


Yes we are all human;

But sometimes,
its just like the feeling of slapping your head a million times
just to wake up,
and realise that its not worth all that crap;
it’s that hundred and ten percent feeling of assurance
when we build the courage to say

“this is me”