in the corner

Have you ever just sat down and start thinking

One day we’re all really gonna pass away right

That’s just the natural cycle.

But somehow deep inside me I keep thinking as if im gonna live forever,
My family is gonna be with me forever
My friends are gonna be with me forever.
And we’ll never age til we die.

Reality is, we will.
The worst of the cold hard truth is, probably not all of us will die of old age.
You and I know that very well.

Be it with the cruel intentions of the world and the people in it.
Or the human body who betrays us with illness
Or maybe even if we’re so happen at the wrong place at the wrong time
so happen encountering with someone's mistake of throwing a lighted cigarette on dead leaves
or getting engaged in a natural disaster.

Im not sure if im normal,
But I often think of it.
Namely in the cinema.
Really.

Sometimes I wonder how I would pass away.
Or if I would pass away earlier or later then the people around me,
Or if I would already be married and leave behind my very own blood.

Its morbid to think of it but I cant help it.

Sure it would be great to pass away without pain but how many people can die in their sleep.

There isn’t a way to beat death nor can we change what will come to us.

But some things we can break away from.

Things like living healthily.
Be more cautious of your surroundings for any suspicions.

As a matter a fact,
We should all just really sit down and think hard about it.
And for the people around us who would be heartbroken if they never get to see us again.