song to say goodbye

sad depressing video




click for link

cooled to the bone

I really feel like hibernating now.

Despite the overflowing amount of things to revise & exams,
I’d still take the time to watch AI.

Huhu

I bet I don’t have to say it,
But we’d already know who’s the favourite !
(guy)

Hehe.

I really cant wait to retire as a prefect,
Because waking up early is already hard enough let alone I have to be there early to open the door.

I really really feel like hibernating.

picture's from the the other day;
we should have made an alphabet or a formation.
click for a better view.


note: i just realised i was the only one not wearing the blazer.

choking under it

You know I have soo many things I want to do during the march holidays,
Or after the march holidays I listed them down,
Incase I forgot it.

Urgh I cant tunggu.

Ohh
A week from now,
Exam is over for the week,
Did you realise?
And 2 weeks from now I’ll be back from Genting.
Yes I hitched a spot in the 5B’s class party.
Im pretty excited.

Sadly my minion of friends arent going,
But at least I have Kay,
We can bond so who needs them :D
We’re sharing a room. Woohoo.

This year I have a crazy amount of open house to attend,
Being my area is still new and all,
So they shifted in before cny or around this time.

I hardly join my parents for the community gathering’s
Like family day, countdown etc.
(yeah its like we’re in a private comitee)
So whenever I go to open houses it’s the first time they ever see me,

And the only thing that they know
To acknowledge my presence
Is the fact that I play the piano O_O

I had loads of aunties and uncles asking my parents
“who is the Singapore scholar” (sister)

And

“who is the pianist”


I sorta retired from piano,
So their actually asking me to pick it up again to entertain them during their evening walks.

Ya Tuhan..

But I have to say,
It is motivation :D

round and round

We were quoted Kelab Neraka from some random guy.
i guess cause we're all black with a lime green tie.
i think we looked more like Man In Black.

Leona and i were fast to get ready :D

laki laki

nicole + kay

this is just so cute.

linet

nicole !

our helpful photographer for the day, rebecca :D

nicole, myself, rachel, leona, siewlee, lynette & kay

Ohh yes,
Lost girl :

:D


Nolah she wasn’t wearing that the whole day.
Haha.
I still love you Lillian, I know you do too.
Huhu :D

random :

im going to open my ang pao moneyy now :D


totally forgot about it :|

making me making you

I am here to blog at peace because the news of exam being brought forward to this Friday is off !

Instead the paper will be postponed to the day after holidays.

Which means 4 days of exam next week,
And a day after holiday.

The frustrating thing is I already sacrificed a day to studying bio,
But at least one reading/ memorizing subject is off my list for the week on my to-do list.

And at least I don’t have to worry about accounts tuition not finishing the syllables.

I had two funny injuries this week.
Both which happed on the same foot.

The worst one happened yesterday when I (shorted version) injured the front sole of my feet in the car by hitting this blunt metal bar,
my skin kinda penetrated the bar.
So no running, no walking too much.

and i injured my right middle finger a week before cny,
by slamming the car door on it.
i somehow feel that my right half is retarded.

I feel like a clumsy clutz.

On a brighter note!
We had our second day of photography today!
Hectic

Had to bring lots of clothes and was really sweaty throughout the day.

I had a monologue debate if I should bring my camera,
And I did,
Which im glad of,

Stocking up my memories,
Making my feel nostalgia when I grow up,
And another reason for me to recall and cry and miss over when school’s over.

Im too lazy to resize all the photos.
So I’ll just post them tomorrow.

Tak pergi sekolah what..
:D

only ashes behind

one..


two..


three.


breathe

columns for rows

It gets tiring,
Keeping everthing.
Like storing balloons of helium gases in a four by four box
Exploding anytime,
Anytime at all.

(well)
It did,
Eventually.
My four by four box did.
It got by.

I wouldn’t say the bruise was visible
It is and very well still is there.

If only locking up “things”, throwing away the key and skipping away leaving it behind was simple as it is said.




What surprises me lately,
Is how I can relate a lot to a book.

I wont disclose what,
Or which.
Just a book.

sloth

I think im growing more white hair as we speak!

Whats more,
To add to all this frustration,
Ive caught a bad fever add my sakit tulang belakang from all the caffeine to keep me awake.
Cause its making me more acidic.
Sigh.



To top all of everything else, I cant even go for sports this week now.






Fantastic timing.

!!!!


Im just looking forward for March.
Of course as in after exam.

tamils and telegus

I feel like time is slowly slipping thru my tangans now.

I hardly have time to do everything!

Okay I am thankful that the first term exam is only one week,

Im really hoping I can get all A1’s this time (tolong oh tolong)
because my confidence in getting straight A satu in spm is rapidly decreasing.

Have you ever wonder what you would be next time?
I suddenly had this dilemma mumbo jumbo,
What I want to be,
Is somehow unreachable.
(common lah, think Malaysia please)

I don’t wanna end up going pokai when I grow up expecting my husband to support me kan.

I wanna be a successful proud wife/mother ok!

So yeh,
I still don’t want a job that I’ll regret for the rest of my life of course,
Heaving my fat-grown-up-arse to work everyday right.

I have no idea why im even in Pure Science,
Because I don’t think I’ll be majoring in medicine pon.
But well,
To widen my scope of ambitions lah O_O


So the decision of going for something I think im good at,
Something I want to be,
Or something safe and secure.

Because right now,
What I want to be (that I think I would totally love going to work everyday)
Isn’t very convincing anymore;

The term “If you work hard enough, Dreams come true”
Is sangat teramat overrated okay,

Like when I was in primary
I won so much art competitions I was so certain I was going to be an artist.
Somehow my “talents” got washed away because I didn’t nurture them enough and I can see berbanyak people with so much more to offer.

So who am I to judge (now)
That I am good in this and I’ll have a career in this that in the future?

Urgh,
Sorry im being such a negative mess,

Well,
Part of it is true right.

i know what your thinking

Last week:

josiah leming :(

So I baked the muffins by myself,
I gave strict orders to my mom to not help me!
(but she help me turn on the oven)

I was left to mess up the kitchen.

Um,
The muffins was suppose to be um, big and kembang-ish.
But due to the limited supply I had,
And the amount of people I wanted to give it to,
( I didn’t even get to keep one for myself or my family ok! )
I didn’t have enough to make it big and kembang-ish.
Yeah,
& and I was sooo psyched by the nice comments on it im gonna bake again soon.
so that their all big and kembang-ish!
:)

Im sorry the muffin looked like it had ass cracks.
I wanted to make sure it was cooked.


Unlike cough someone’s cookies :D
Pokes pokes.


:D

Okay time for my prison break-ing.

see the pretty rose!
i had to cut the stem into half cause it was too long. :(

Last minute touch ups

probably the best

Im sorry I havent been posting.
Um,
Yeah so we were busy with all the valentine’s sale of course!
We wrapped and deliver them,
Which is not as easy as you think it is.
It takes a lot of effort.

Ive been doing this for 4 years
And I can definitely say,
This year I could feel the love.
all those who sent sweet notes & bouquets of twenties and tens

We had more orders than we expected plus more wanted but it was too late.

I think 5 Amanah ordered/received the most.

And the most thoughtful guy Han Qi bought all the girls a rose each. ( in our class )
Plus twenty roses for that lame girl.
How can he not be sweet tell me?


So I spent my valentine’s equally,
With friends and family,
Although I think my family didn’t really make it such a big deal as friends. :P

Yeah,
i felt the love from my friends when most of them gave me a rose each. :)
I decided to bake muffins and bought these plastic mini roses as the deco.
I felt loving and loved yes yes :D

What better way than to make this year a good one right
Who knows where we'll be next year.

So yeah,
Despite the jolly mood,
Im feeling a little um,
Moody now.

Pictures will be up soon.
I’ve been infected with that contagious emotional bug.

p.s/changed the blogskin for you IE users. :)
im proud to say a manage to edit this nicely from two different blogskin.
Well, I don’t do this often,
So let me have my moment!

:(

i might be changing my blogskin cause its not viewable in internet explorer. :(
lar...
i suka skin ni.

'cause im different too

I watched CJ7 with mom and sis,
It wasn’t all that great to me :s
Preferred Kunfu Hustle or Shaolin Soccer.

Met with Kay and friend as planned,
Felt like lampu.
So spontaneously called a friend.

Bumped into a lot of people,
I went pyramid last Sunday by the way.

Yeah walked, bought presents (!)
Tried Yogur Berry which was not bad but not worth the price,
But im not saying im not going back for more. :D

Tapao-ed J.Co’s for TzeYin
And kay and I headed for her house for um,
The cny open house thing.

Ate lots of gooood food,
Watch horrifying pictures on the comp,
Admired the hiao picture of Lynette aged >12,
Gambled ( I won rm2 from Lynette overall O.O )
- she lost RM30 to everyone (sayang sayang)
Drank Tiger Beer + sparkling juice and Carlsberg + Sarsi,
Laughed a lot,
Probably drunk, (you never know)
& went home.

Yes we should do this more often :D

The camera plug is 20cm away,
Im just lazy to get it.
Maaf :D

I cant wait to be the messenger of love!

p.s/
did you know Jasmine means messenger of love.
huhuhu

look at me

Did the yearly spring cleaning on the cny eve,
and found some junk.
(which i still kept in the end)

okay not junk,
something to remember about.



you know that weekly drawing column they had in The Star for kids?
where they tell you a short story and like leave it halfway so kids could have their own imagination of what might happen next?
yeah i entered those competitions because i loved art.
Sadly, I didnt send my entry in time.
Gimme a break okay, i was what?
11? (refer to the newspaper article's date )





And this was a traditional orang asli cina dance thingy we had to raise funds,
We did it when we were standard six as i remembered.
Yivonne, Rachel, myself, Tiffany, Cherry & Yen Mei.

Unfortunately, only Yivonne, Rachel, TIffany and I appeared in the papers.
They cut Yen Mei and Cherry away. :(

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL.