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Today was such a good day. :)
It gets clearer everytime that nothing (other) else matters.

I like how it was so prompt and quick of your sure-d answer.
Good call!

Disappointed but who's to blame right.
things will fit.


sidetrack
I hope you're doing okay because i (we) got you.
Here's a little something to cherry you up!
:)


BTW;
did i mention,
today was a good day.

time to move

Do you know how hard is it to let yourself sit down and revise accounts when you know you didn’t have to if you didn’t take the extra subject.
Sigh but im not gonna let this A1 slip away!
It gets okay after you started.
Yay accounts tuition tonight but so sad its gonna be our last :(
You know we even thought of throwing Mrs Ow a party, to thank her and to hang out with her. (and family HEHEHE)

Randoms:
.My Christmas tree is up (!!!!!!!) I remember thinking “the next time I set it up spm is over”
.I feel like having a horror/thriller movie marathon
.jam packed post spm schedule
.NS goers at 27th :(
.We must have farewell!
.Had a girl to girl talk with Adrienna and we think alike :P
.Must carol
.Room revamp asap
.To reach the airport at 5am. O_O
.Making a frame since its so costly
.omg must start on Christmas presents
.my phone theme is santa claus heh

.we (stop) must take you for dinner before
Exactly 1 month and 1day to a new year.
Gives me chills.


BTW;
I love cheap branded goods. Because im kiam siap like that.

angela

Somehow today i wasnt in this going out mood up to a point i really didnt mind staying home.
But i slapped myself (virtually) and decided this time im going to enjoy myself.

Infact,
i think these few days have been one of the best ive ever felt after a long time.
Today, we laughed and screamed like lunatics but its something i'll like to remember.

Quarantine was so thrilling!
Although i dont usually watch thrillers and horrors in cinemas because there isnt any "pause" button or an exit route (okay technically there is)
At the beginning it was so pointless and XinYi even questioned if we were in the right cinema,
When it started getting scary i looked over my left and saw everyone all calm and collected while me and Lynette were the only crazy people holding on to our dear life.

Half an hour later i could hear Lillian and Xin Yi screaming, Nicole hiding under her jacket, Lynette closing her eyes, Rabin shouting and HanQi inhumanly eating his popcorns.

The movie wouldnt have been so much fun without the funny antics of the cinema people.

We walked around and every baby with mother, blinking light, funny gruntings we heard made us thinking of rabies.


I liked today and spending time.
Although it may sometimes feel im out of my comfort zone-
Things surprises me.


I was this freaking near to losing my nike purse, ic, exam slip, driving license and money.
Thank God for the boy who i thought was a "rabies"



BTW;
accounts people have yet to party

potted blank pages

Ah, the post spm mood is kind of here.
Today when it striked 3.15pm pure science students can officially say we're free.

I here loads of different plans from different people and we're going out later too :)
It feels quite tiring though when i have to go over to people's house
cause its insane for me to go home (at Lillian's again)

Had breakfast with caddy this morning at MCD and saw Min dearest! with Justin and Eugene, Kenneth, Jeremy, Chris and er some other guy walk by.
Gosh it reminds me, we need gathering asap!

Im quite bummed though of how everyone is going to be away so soon.
Exams hasnt exactly gave us a chance to talk much,
i guess this is how it feels.


This LONG (but liberating) holiday is gonna burn a hole in my pockets.
less than a month to Christmas peepos!

Joy to the world!



BTW;
New year's eve. :(
(insider)

dont worry its not you, you

Sometimes I feel like the guy,
The one who initiates-
It gets tiresome but that’s what I do and I cant make myself to caccoon myself in the ego your shelled in.
I keep asking, and my answer-
Like I said, its never ever enough because you do make it obvious but not obvious.
I need to learn how to tie my glands, hold my breath and pretend its okay.
-From you.

one step at a time

I cant believe SPM is ending
Actually we sorta treated like it did end yesterday hah.

No more science ever (?) ever ever (since I most probably am not taking it in college-why am I even in science stream right waste my brain cells)
As the week progressed, it became harder to get yourself to sit down and read what you’ve already read x546764457487.

Did I mention how disappointed we were because of all our hard work of memorizing nilais, akta’s, dasar’s for moral but no akta or dasar came out.
-_-

We have EST tomorrow and I’ll have accounts then we’re good (!!!)

After Physics I went over to Lillian's house where we tried to find that white tiger video

Sidetrack:
Have you heard of the incident where this Malay zoo caretaker in Singapore provoked this tiger (while feeding them) because he had a bad day, got attacked, tried to escape and was stopped by a few other tigers and was eaten/teared/ripped apart by them and this was all caught on video that all happen just last week?

Yes this was the disgusting crucial video we were trying to hunt down but its taken down from everywhere.

We talked and planned where to go for dinner,
At one point it was just the two of us which felt completely miserable but for the sake of it we were so determine to just have a nice costly (not mamak/kopitiam/mcd) dinner and dinner would still be good.
but tada Darren and Rabin (who suggested) who just finished playing ball picked us and Sueen joined us!
We had a cosy dinner upstairs Las Caretas for a few hours.
Random conversations just kept coming like a free flow of water and this was just what we needed after anti social days.

Hopped to Baskins then to Tanjung with more people.

Because it was getting a little late, I randomly slept over at Lillian’s.
Its funny cause we know each other for so long but only sleepover now.
I had such a hard night because I was trying not to spill (I didn’t)

Note: Lillian likes to take the blanket haha


BTW;
I have tuition with the bestest ever Accounts teacher in the world and I.must.go.early. (!!!!!!)
Rahsia rasmi :P

sinking on solid ground

A moment ago I had something to blog about but it fluttered away.

I’ve got my packing list for my sabah trip which im not to hyped for (yet !),
Its all this exams I tell you makes you feel antisocial.

So among the few are,

1) Sunblock / sunscreen SPF 15 !
Haha! They specified.

2) bathing suits/ Swimming suits
Gasp gasp are we going to the beach (!!!!)

3) Hiking shoes
Which I don’t have.

4) Binoculars!

5) Leech socks
Which I am yet to know what is it

6) Sleeping bags
Im guessing we’re gonna camp.

7) Bandanna
The only bandanna I have is the face of Avril Lavigne I got from purchasing her first album (blush blush) and no way am I bringing that!

8) Insect repellant and baby oil to protect against sandflies.


This time it does sound pretty outdoor,
And its in this remote area in Sabah.

Im sorry to all other seniors who are reading this and find me sounding abit too jakun, you cant help me seriously. heh




BTW;

at Rabin's birthday gathering.
Brian thought us a new pose courtesy of what he learnt in his own school.
"L O L" if you get what i mean.

doing it all

Its another day,
And today is a good day.

Today was so funny,
Who would expect 80% or the hall sleeping during such an exam.
I sat behind fanning myself with my exam paper because the sun was so scorching hot at 3.00pm.
I couldn’t sleep so I looked at everyone sleeping. +_+
I tell you I saw Lillian sleeping soundly and suddenly woke up after 15 minutes fanning herself with a agitated face. ( I think she woke up cause it was too hot)
Sigh, I cant even sleep.

I couldn’t fall asleep so I stared into space, doodled on my papers and looked around until I think the invigilator thought I was trying to peek at people’s paper.

OH, the whole time today the Phineas and Ferb cartoon series song was stuck in my head because ive been watching it everyday :|.
So ngam my dinner time mah.
And did you know Phineas’s head is shaped like a “P” and Ferb is a “F”.
HAHAHA

So far so good for the exams,
I knew SPM was going to end fast,
But never this fast.
And it’s the process that’s painful.

Im surprised with myself,
Despite all the bumpy bagai ular kena palu ways Im alright.
And I know I would be,
Maybe what I said for someone was for me;
And this time I do believe, truly;
Its great to know its ok.




BTW;
Malaysian girls didn’t win Amazing Race :(

because we are spontaneous!

look at kay

queen Siew Lee :P

Jun Hoong getting into the exam mood. HAHA

the heights we went to take this :P

sitting in front of me, dear Christine,
she brings a blind to school everyday to shield her from the sun. how efficient.

my view

sk seafield 3!

sk seafield

lick hung

sk sri selangor

sk sj

pointless nothings

It was raining when we finish our moral paper at 5.00pm.

5.00 PM (!!!!!)

my mom had some pastries in the car she bought and i asked if this was lunch because that's what i ask when i come home from school (whats for lunch)
And she said its dinner and i actually wanted to correct her but realise oh,
IT IS dinner.

Today passed fast dont you think

***

I honestly don’t remember when was the last time i didn’t turn on the computer this often.
Partially because whenever the computer is on I tend to give myself “10minutes” break which end up to a whole half hour of nonsense.
I think since SPM started I’ve turn on the computer less than 5 times.
Speaking of, 6 papers down!
Only science related + accounts papers to go.
No more moral OMG.

The weather was just so soooooo cuddly.

Its week number 47 for this year pepos,
Next week will sort of be the “last” week. (accounts doesn’t count-flicks)

I am torn between what to do after SPM because you know how we wanna do this that this that.
Where on earth has time gone to.

It feels great and liberating though, of the thought of everything.

Here is the chance to do things!

And to catch on lost conversations.
I believe I haven’t talked to a few of you for ages and this is bad! Because how are we going to survive after school?
Sleepovers will always do the trick. :D


Right now,
My mind is too jolty, thinking about all the cool things,
I still like to think I have the ability and gift that I once had. (still do!)


BTW;
I haven’t been to shopping malls in brazillion years,
Positive side : I wont get bored of what new things I see.
yipehiho

dont feel

sidetrack;
when i dont see things the way i should,
and loose what means-
i need your answer;
i always do.

pherb

of course there's no prize to know why im on a hiatus these days.

Contrary to what most people say, i though Sej 1 was easier than Sej 2?

Anyways, 4 subjects down and 7 to go.

My place is one of the suckiest places you can ever hope to get.
If you have never sat at the side row where the sun rises, you do not know how we feel!
Plus having exams in the afternoon is x5454356 more dreadful its so hot and humid and agitating.
Those who are fortunate enough who think they're suffering from the diseased weather, think again!
i look to my left and see everyone under the glorious fan and shielded from the horrendous glare of the sun.
Im sitting behind the hall so i can literary see the Yin and the Yang of the hall.
the super bright lighted row (mine) and the other dark cooler FOUR other rows.
this is how bad it is.

Rachel says i get more light, CONTRADICTING to that, i am a right hander so i have this shadow when i write.

Ya allah.


Did i mention, i have a sudden weird attack of God knows what last week.
Didn feel well around my upper abdomen so i went to the docter's.
He checked and was actually very shocked that i had so much of wind in my stomach.
It was infact pretty serious that i was on the verge of getting gastric because of too much wind.
dont ask me why this can happen.

Even for the past few examing days i have to go to the toilet a few times due to diarrhea because there's too much wind.

I seriously never knew it could happen. :|
who knew really.

I am now on medication to er, control the amount of wind?


I actually have much more to say but since im excited to watch Grey's Anatomy season 5 i'll come back later.



BTW;
WATCHING JAMES BOND TONIGHT.
HUHUHU.
I love love love 007 !

when you say

Lynette's poloroid that makes us look super pretty everytime :)

Last day with people in school;
it was nice having loads of people at school, form 4's and form 3's.
at least the school wasnt dead zombied form 5 only environment type.
i remember feeling like "aw, look at those form 5's....."
And Lillian who found a sentence i wrote in my old Blogdrive saying, "I wonder how we would be like in form 5".

Today everyone just sat together at assembly ignoring the speeches,
Omg the form 5 prefects got to sit down. HAHA.
Had form 3 perform their acts from the after PMR activities which reminds me of our own days.

We just started the "camwhore" mood in the middle of assembly (when it was over of course) as shown above and you could see people taking out their camera's here and there.

Our usual recess table got robbed by form 4's (roar! trying to kick us to the curb is it!) but we still dined together, supposingly with the guys but our number of girls occupied the whole place they had no where to sit. AW.

We were suppose to be at the Bilik Wawasan for some taklimat but we were just at the corridor taking pictures and mingling around, even the teacher's just stood there looking at us letting us have our moment when they knew they had to shoo us upstairs, after probably an hour they finally told us to go.

Everyone was in a jolly happy mood.
Even the guys were vain.

Loads of photos but right now,
i'll let it sink in that SPM is exactly 4 days away.


BTW;
YES I AM SITTING NEAR THE WINDOW,
but thank God! the wall is shielding me from sun.
although now i have to bring my astig specs to school. O_O

and oh yah,
i got my Nuffnang cheque. :D

im glad your fine

Sometimes i really wished i could lock post or im so tempted to change blog sites for the sake of that feature.

You have no idea how much i just need to let it all out.

Those things are just constantly popping and dropping by like nostalgic bombs.
When i think of it, i cant find the one person i can confide to because this, is just, too real.

too.

Im tempted tho to ask you of it although i think i might knw the answers,
but i like to make my own assumptions anyway, tho-

I saw it then; but sort of stopped
had a big big heart to give me a choice.

Tho again,
i know this is just the right thing, but ive been trying to do right things but end up wronged.
tho (again) i still know it was.

Im tempted,
to take a stroll down memory lane one time. and last.
And sincerely.

Because all this is far to precious.

t'was Oct.
/& way way back when,

get this

I was hoping for at least a way out, out and away from this.
But no who am I to kid really this is everywhere.
And it comes in a package.

We all just started bursting out in words in speech in actions,
Im afraid if we go on we would start needing tissues and tissues.

Makes you wonder if who is who and what is what.

We need a way out, to change to revamp, to shake it all out.

I wonder tho, do you know how people are taking it?
If you do, does it bother you?
mmm. :\

For more than once I just needed a way out, to be alone, to be with everyone, to be with what is left.
This, this just has to be everywhere.


Funny thing tho,
You actually get it;

Its all too predictable.


BTW;
I bet you have an E armor on, you cant get any of it

heat stroke

I really sense that there will be a new flu spreading solely on heat disease.
Maybe they’ll call it Sun Flu.

GOSSSSHH its so darn hot at home we have to resolve to on-ing the aircond every hour O_O
Just the 3 of us at home, the bill is already sky high.

My room is so hot that if I leave my comp on during the day it offs by itself because of overheating.
And this happens regularly.
I have no choice but to leave my room fan on when no one is inside, opening my toilet door for ventilation and such.

I usually bathe twice a day (3 if I go school ! 8D ) but now im occasionally taking 4 baths a day just to wipe of the heat.

I wont be surprise if the world ends anytime soon because global warming has finally caught up to us.
Insaf already can!

On a happy/not-so-happy note;
Exactly a month from now I and other accounts taking people will finish spm!
Hooheehooooo.
Hmm lets see 10 days to spm!
Tomorrow will be a single digit *dances around imaginary fire.

I wonder what everyone will be doing the day they finish their paper.
I don’t even know what im doing.

My eyesight is getting worse,
For those who doesn’t know, I do wear specs but only at night and occasionally.
Not short sighted or long sighted, just for my astig.
It works sorta like sunglasses but a night time sunglass.
Its quite funny tho cause it comes and goes like since im studying at night more often it comes, but when im not it goes.
The last time I wore it so often was during PMR,

So yeah, nowadays I have to wear them or sunglasses when im driving too cause I cant stand the scorching sun piercing through my eyes even on non-sunny days.


BTW;
If im not mistaken I saw my angka giliran was something something 13.
Ya allah, why so lucky number.
Although I really hope wont be sitting near the window, I think I am.