age matters?

Okay so most people would come to conclusion that High School Musical 3 would suck, but I didn’t think so.
Infact I expected myself to like it and I did.
But I would also say that its because it applies to leaving school and a lot of parts fitting in to how we feel, or probably to me lah.

Most people might say there were too much singing but HELLO !
Its High School MUSICAL don’t you expect a musical ?!
Don’t complain because the title very well warned you already.

Of course there were bits were it was a little childish but really, what did you expect right ?

So apart from all that, I really liked the movie.
Gosh! I felt so sad because the thought of leaving school is kicking in yet again.
Go and roll your eyes!
It seems to me that the only emotional people that actually minds leaving school like me are Lillian and Lynette.
I wouldn’t be surprise if you found 3 of us sobbing away on the last days of school.

I cant really tell why is it such a big deal of teens our age watching the movie though O_O
Even the guy at the ticket counter looked at me when I said I want tickets for HSM.

Sigh I don’t mean to sound all whinny but really is it so important to look cool.

ANYWAYS, I drove to Xin Yi’s house (with my mom beside me of course) and she drove us to the movies!
Do you feel the fresh air of independence!
Later on she drove us to account tuition where we had educational Mrs Ow talks and a nice nice surprise :D

















BTW;
Less than two weeks to SPM !
Prepare to freak out when it comes to a single digit!



BTW;
i got a shock of my life when i saw this!

um you have to click it
note : its not weekly view, its today's view.
not bragging but..
97 in one hour ?!

keeping it

Next week- 7th Nov is going to be the sorta official last day of school.
No I didn’t get my days wrong, I assumed its Sunday so can consider next week lah.

The question is,
Are we satisfied with what we’ve accomplish in school (??)

Cause honestly there’s so many empty spaces I wanted to fill but realise I don’t have the chance anymore.

Its so sad!

Of course there are spots you have to give up and you cant have everything but the thought of what could have been is just really really sad.

I’ve always felt like I haven’t done enough.

On a much lighter note,
After much decision making and thought.

I am heading down to Sabah for the BRATs end year trip this December 5th.
It’s a whole 5days –OMG
Where my 3hour flight starts at 7.15am in the morning.
Gosh imagine what time I have to wake up +_+
I googled the place im heading and its pretty urm, rural-ish and im hoping I get to play with Orang Utans (!!!!!!!!!!!)
My mom told me I never been to Sabah before when all this while I thought I have.

I was this near to not going because of money issue, ( it costs a bomb ok!) but after much encouragement my parents said its something worth that amount of money and experience.

And knowing me I have made a lot of half hanging decisions in my life which I will not repeat!
Example:
- Not retaking my grade 8 piano O_O (although this one cannot escape cause I really couldn’t)
- Stopping Taekwondo at brown belt, this one was just plain stupid. I was so dedicated to going Taekwondo every week in my club last time but wasted every effort by stopping before I got the black belt -_-

See got all the opportunity but never take.

You know I get irritated by indecisive people but actually I am one too. T_T

BTW;
Global warming has a plan to kill us of heat suffocation.
You heard it from me and 6 billion others.

typical attitude

Class party in June

Rachel!

It’s a Friday night.
PMR is over
my school’s end year papers are over
everyone is happy and out!
Infact Seafield has prom +_+
- Ya allah why we don have prommmmm I bet when Mrs Headmistress retires next year the new principle will allow prom lor!

BUT
SPM is 18 days awayyyy.

The days in school are numbered,
I like going school yet cannot stand it.
SIGH.

Rachel has been lodging at our class!
I believe I have never seen her for so many hours before, for this year.
HAHA!

I think I haven’t seen Lynette and Sueen in a month O_O because we skip schools on different days. Haha!

I drove to breakfast this morning (!!!!)
Oh and I realise I get stomach pain and instantly need to go toilet if I drink tea/coffee only in the morning. :O
Lactose intolerance?
And another morning allergy which I bet you will never believe is…….
I get rashes when the strong wind touches me.
I am dead serious, apparently my mom has it when she was young.

Okaylah very cheong hei.

BTW;
I actually want to HSM3 HUHUHU.
I am a sucka ok! I like musicals and (I know this sounds sappy) I like watching shows that have perfect-ish-couples because I do not believe in perfect endings and I like to be envious can!
I am sappy like that.
Prances around.

raindrops

Im not sure if its my paranoia but do you all notice this pervert mop-er/cleaner guy in Forever 21 ?!
From afar i could already see him peeking under girl's skirt and pretending to bend down to mop the floor.

And its not my first time seeing him there.

BTW,
i've got a question for all form 5's.

What are your plan's after SPM?
No not them party plans.

Are you;
1) Starting college in Jan, March or July?
2) Getting a job before starting college?
3) Which college? STPM?


Really curious please and thank you. :)

way out

Okay maybe im lazy to post pictures from every folder.
when i have the mood lah.

GAH i cant tahan my indecisive-ness.
it is SO not me!
or maybe i am becoming one. :|

Turns out its NOT eight grand but one k.

Tell me who can make such decisions (?!)

Tambahan lagi with all the thoughts of "the future" i really dont know what to do.

Maybe im like this because of the silliest choices i made.
No i will not let them happen.

So buck up please!



BTW;
I find it so pointless going out to shopping malls cause i see the same things everytime but i reallyyyyy reallyyyy need to GET OUT.

good times. :)

I am suddenly in a camho season but there isn’t any much events to go to lately.
d.u.h.

BUT (!!!!!!!)

Hellelujah there’s an upcoming partay but guess when guess when!
6 days before SPM.
HAHA.
And my ma lets me go haha.

Yeh we geeks are crazy like that because we are still going. 8)

Today was Azzila’s open house for raya !
I was home alone wondering what I would dig up for lunch when ring ring someone decided to pick me !
The foodddddd was soooo good!
Authentic home cook raya food, and I now know how shallow I am to raya cookies.
We were happily watching Moment of Truth till it was time to leave.
It was really nice of Azzila to invite us over. Kudos to you!

Got to go for a little spin (I drove!) around my area because…. I can. HUHUHU.
My parents went out when I got home. -_- and I thought I had to go home before dinner because my mom likes me home for dinner,
Turns out I had to dig my own dinner when I could have went out to dinner with super caddy because my parents happily drove away to my club to ber-rekreasi.

Out of all the series im watching I AM IN LOVE with Heroes!
Its getting more and more kanchiong!
Getting abit sick of One Tree Hill because I think its going on for too dam long its getting old,
And Gossip Girl is too predictable because I already read the books.

I realise I have loads of folder filled pictures so what im going to do is……..
Post a few photos from each folder everytime. Yay!

So this folder is called “mine”
I really don’t know why, was created long long ago and I never bothered doing anything about it.

RM4 bear thats been with me for ages.

During one of the Interact Meetings, good times!

Fav: Mrs Ow!

2006?

hoho!
LONG ago

BTW;
The BRATs camp is 5 days and 4 Nights,
Total price including air flight?
eight grand. phew!

sheeps

by my mom's super clear phone camera.

Okay first and fore most i've just trimmed my links because its so darn friggin long and annoying and if i havent linked you just tell me okay!
i probably dont know you've change your link so i took it off.

For those who have changed their blogs and their links are still the old ones, my comp suddenly lost the history so i cant check back.

So let me know lah.

Secondly!

okay i was pretty bummed last few days because i heard my fellow BRATs friends getting call backs for this year end's camp for selected BRATs.
Then well, emo emo cause i didnt get the call/letter.

I checked my email today and it was a "final reminder"
that if i dont comfirm my attendance by next week they'll give my spot away.
So there must have been some complications in my postal address because my certs for the previous workshop hasnt arrived either.
see Kota Kemuning problem again.
I know i sound like i always critisize Kota Kemuning but really its a nice place to stay in. :)

So yeah, should i have been lazy and NOT check my email,
i would miss this super cool opportunity !

This is sorta like a exclusive workshop and guess where its gonna be!
Sepilok, Sabah.
So obviously there's an aeroplane involve (again)

The downside is i heard its gonna be abit costly (yet to see the expenditure total), its 4 days after my SPM paper. :| i want to feel the freedom heh.

but other than that, i think its gonna be an awesome possum experience.

ahh. :)


BTW;
By the rate we are ponteng-ing school we have 12 days in school left.

:D

OMG


happy happy joy joy :D

without

bila rambut panjang. :D

feeling very berandom random.
SPM less than a month!
but wait wait, look at us when it comes down to a single digit.
THEN we'll be pulling our hairs out.



CSI NY tonight!
& High School Musical 3 is coming out in theateres cough cough



BTW;
oh striped book, your hard to please.

too thin

Im still figuring how i should break the news.

Yes, i passed. yay!

haha okay simple and short because i dont want to sound cocky or anything.

so another thing off my chest and a legal driver. ;)

anyhoooos,
skipped school today and followed my mom to Pyramid because its Sushi King's member's week !
All sushi's for only RM2 per plate except some selected ones.
Our bill was only RM25 but if it was the original price it would add up to RM 50 ++.
i think we ate 11 plates.
No its not those basic tuna mayo or egg sushi's,
We had loads of choices from tempura to salmon, from the orange fish eggs! to unagi's and the baby octapus.
We might be going back again ;D

To all member's its only till this thursday and it is SOO not a waste.

Contented contented.





old pictures!

end of form four i think when we went lagoon

haha! ber-udang di sebalik batu

Last year's prefect interschool.
Lyn's polaroid.

Last year's mssd at Sri Permata.
i dunno what we're trying to do.

padan muka nanti

Status : cranky

Driving exam tomorrow and before this i was all easy breezy and beautiful but im starting to feel it now.
I was quite calm at the idea i get to take the exam with XinYi then we could go over the "first we adjust seats then front and side mirror then... etc"

BUT lo and behold,

My exam is in the morning and her's is in the afternoon.
No one to talk to. O_O

Please cross your fingers from 8.00am-12.00pm (i dunno when's my turn) as of today and only today for my sake.
I will come visit you and attend your parties more freely.

Pray for me that i wont get slippery nervous hands, sudden impaired nervous system that i press the accelerator too much, that i meet a dog on the road that wants to prove that road is rightfully his, that i do not knock the tiang (oh tuhan) and that i dont mati engine.

Please OH please.


ends dramatic speech.
nah i dont think it would be so drama.
(considered revising sentence)

BTW;
i watched a sick/screwed/disturbing/unexpected movie that day and i really wanna flush it down tolong oh tolong.

oh and good luck to PMR candidates. ;)
its gonna be something you'll never forget.

not for the small hearted

I don’t really have much to say but I just miss um blogging.
Ha?

I feel like a ticking bomb because I can snap anytime.
Like I did today and I cant believe I just ignored the obvious fault.
But i left my ego behind after that of course.
No it has nothing to do with a boy/boys.


Im not sure if im even cranky now.
Tick tick tick.

You know I honestly believe we are all wannabe’s.
Don’t deny it!
Im not going to, because I am too.

I guess it depends how we take it and use it.
Its either going to take us somewhere or just make us annoying.
How do we tell if we’re getting annoying?
I really don’t know but I guess its when we get desperate.

There’s so many things to be inspired by and look up to.
Friends, prodigies (sighs).
Maybe some of us wouldn’t realise it yet but i know it happens when we start staring, acting, behaving and looking head to toe at a particular.

Is it good wanting to be somebody else?
I guess there isn’t any harm unless the person is the type that gets so annoyed because he/she claims they have a “trademark” identity sort.
Nobody has a “trademark” and nobody has the right to pin point anyone.
Out of the 6 billion people I honestly don’t believe that one person has a significant “trademark”.

Nah,
Wanting to be someone doesn’t necessarily mean looking and dressing the part;
Personally I think being inspired and motivated out of the idea is the way to go.
Of course im not trying to speak highly and all snooty of myself,
I do envy people for appearance, character and their charm.
It is hard though to accept that those things don’t come by in a snap if I start behaving like someone else.
You can’t just photocopy the exact same joke told the exact same way and hope people will fall head over heals for you.

I think its how we take it in and shape it right.

So arent we all wannabe’s?
Is it just self denial that we cant admit we are and tell ourselves we are so dam original.
Is it so hard to tell someone, you like who they are instead of working around the bush and being a clone and claim you were there first.
Is it so hard to admit that we are being inspired to be you rather pretending we already are you.

I guess its always nice to tell someone you think you like their new bag, that they look nice today, that you’re happy they won a game, their good at what they do, that you like who they are.

Beating around the bush trying to be them is probably harder.

So why do we try so hard but cant admit the fact that we are egoistic enough to say “I want to be like him/her” and instead portraying ourselves as plastics.

Yeah I am a wannabe in so many ways more than one.
I am inspired, jealous, encouraged and envious by the people around me and im not afraid to be vulnerable and admit that they are better than me.
Of course it sucks but so what,

It isn’t that hard to say.

pigged

Ah tak tahan im so freaking insomniac now !
I haven’t been getting much sleep recently and I don’t even take naps or nap in the car on the way to school yet I am still here wide awake as if it was just 5pm.
Not good because I will be a 7-day zombie out of the sudden when fatigue kicks in.
Not good!

OH !
The Other Bolelyn Girl was just fantabulous (!!!!!!!)
So much drama
Much much much more drama than gossip girl x10000
And its really really good!
FYI; (im sure you all know lah)
We learn a sentence about Anne Bolelyn and King Henry in Sejarah form4’s Chap9
And its so nice to see it “come to life”.

My mom and me were gasping all the way :D


I really think I have too much tv series and movies to watch I really should stop somewhere.


okay lah I should try to sleep now.



BTW;
rusting inside out i feel like im rotting soooo badly

crushing

Hello hello.
Its October and hitting the two digit month.
The year is ending.
Crazy crazy crazy !

Its crazy how a seventeen year old has to make a decision on what to pursue for a career for the rest of their lives.
Most of the time I hear people saying they would be A but they end up being B.

The form 5’s have been bunked upstairs block C and it feels kinda nice.
Going to school isn’t that bad because we get work sheets and get to do our own revision instead of pointless talks.

Driving exam this coming Monday!
Along with Xin Yi and Jo Lyn.
I really cannot afford to fail or else I can only retake a week before SPM which is insane and postponing my exam after SPM is going to be also insane because of $ and ive finish my max lessons.
So I cant help but “pau”-ing although I really don’t want to and not the least bit proud of it.
I wouldn’t mind failing and retaking but this time I cant afford it. :(


Everyday is somehow our last few days in high schools and its just really sad.
That place near the stairs of block B ground floor has been invaded by us since we were Form 1 and I wonder who’s going to sit there next time.


On a better note;
I couldn’t tahan and went to Summit to buy The Other Bolelyn Girl.
Excited!

I’ve yet to watch it so no spoilers!


BTW;
Tomorrow is a Friday!
More tv shows. Dances around.

quilt!

hello !
friendly reminder to all my darlings!

.cut your long long nails
.pack your bags-dont bother putting any textbooks because we already finish the syllables! huhu
.savour the last moment of holidays
.restock your pads and tissues in your bags


Darnit we went to the playground and the lightings was sooooo nice but i didnt bring my camera.
Initially i did but i took it out cause it was bulky.
stupid Jasmine stupid!


ohh yah!
did i mention we each had 2 dinners.
i am so stuffed i cant sleep.

i suddenly have the mood to clean.

still here

it is THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY


Which means;
it is the last long holiday the Form 5's will ever get! (im sure you are all aware already lah)

school reopens and studies resume (for those like me who gave myself a one week break pats pats)

exam results ! no no trial's results! although i dunno why but i keep forgetting we even had trials. :\

less outings :(



At least we get to save our money and have some big big shopping spree later on.
Not that i spent it this holidays, ive actually wanted to buy myself something but i couldn’t find anything :(

I actually wonder what’s the average allowance 17 year olds get.
I get RM100 a month and averagely I usually get to save RM 50 or more (depending on how many people’s birthdays) in a month.
I actually found out my allowance is somewhat less than some of my friends.
Adding that I bring home food- because I HATE canteen food I save more money!


Complain :
And and ah although most of the time I gobble up my food before recess in class and people see me not eating during recess they accuse me for dieting and gimme a look. :(
No, if I were skipping meals to diet I will have the balls to admit okay !
/Complain


Although online shopping is still ever here to get my attention to spend.
*should I should I not!


anyways im going for a short supper with my super caddy !
very impromptu,
please, major issue for a person that lives outcast in the “happening usj area” :(
I am, and forever will be, a USJ civilian.





pictures of Rachel's and my attempt to camwhore.
seriously we havent been doing this in a long long time.


















BTW;
I didnt get THE CALL. :[
sighs

handbag post

There's a site publicizing an event where they are giving out free handbags.
jumps around.


Go check the site out !
even if you cant attend its just fun to pick one out :P

go go!


http://www.handbagplanet.com/


15 Oct 2008.
I am tempted to just go grab one since its free. !

caddy bum

We had a food spree of waffles (okay lah quite worth it), kebabs, ice creams, salted/peppered/spiced chicken thing, sprite and fat rice all within our budget (!!)
although fat rice wasnt included because it was dinner.
but we made our budget! :P
SADLY could not get overpriced yogurt from jco because we bought _____ a present.
see we are so thoughtful-fied.

I came home with sad empty hands while someone got to shop O_O



okay time to wait for delayed post.


BTW;
fat rice : nasi lemak lah

Topman cookie monster!

There are actually loads of other people that went but probably due to shyness they didnt join in. :(
So get ready to ber mual seeing the girl's faces :D

with Rach + Sue !
(thank you rachie ! :)
and thanks sue for the belated birthday gift. HUGHUG)

training Shaun :P

Leona
(note: i think i looked very lan c when i went to the toilet after you maaf maaf)

Kay
(come back from Batu Pahat safely!)

SiewLee and Lynette and some kelefeis.

Tze Yin.
haaa i saw you today

reluctant guys

with Lillian and her elephant :P

note to Lillian: its your bed! HAHA.

BTW;
I had a nice nice day today. :)
SOOO SAD i couldnt catch Bolelyn Girl in cinema's. ;(
Watched Pathology and Eagle Eye instead.
i prefer Pathology though although it is kind of screwed.
Eagle Eye was abit cliched :\
No harm NOT watching either.

how great

Short post:

On Monday,
Lillian, Nicole, Xin Yi and I went to OU.
Walked around, dropped by Lillian’s place to for awhile while we had a nice not so long pillow talk ( we must do it more often ok! ) until we forgot the time thus, we or I the one who bugged everyone to be on time, was late. (for steamboat)
However I wasn’t all that late because only Tze Yin and Lynette were early.

Sueen and I had a nostalgic talk on how USJ 21’s steamboat was our meeting spot during form 3 or any sort of occasion,
Then we just randomly suggested we do it again after Bio 3 and tada, we had 3 tables of noisy people.

The funniest thing was there were about 5 camera flash ongoing and I wonder if people were annoyed.

I bumped into Eng Khim again!
My fellow BRATs friend whom I met at prefect’s interschool and the steamboat place yesterday. Haha.


Most of the pictures taken in OU is with Lillian so I will have to celup from her later.

Steamboat pictures later too because I am a lazy bum.