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Im in a serious mood for watching a movie now. :(
Especially the cinema.
The last time I went there was… I don’t even remember when.

Im still trying to watch 300. gr.
I wanna watch the Pursuit Of Happiness !
Im currently stuck in Black Hawk Down because I accidentally downloaded half the movie.

And this uncle, which is a close friend of dad’s gave me two big paper bags of cds/dvds and said I could choose as many as I want because he’s shifting and nobody ever bothers about them anymore.
So I cant wait to watch Daredevil :D since it was band in Malaysia for funny reasons.
Its just an action movie right.
I picked a few for me and sis, and most of them are those olden days movie that the covers are so dusty and old
and never heard of movies.

My sis is coming back next week.
Why does so many events fall on April 7.
Is it like some good feng shui day for celebrations/competitions or something.
:( :( :(
Okay at least IU is not next week.

back

It’s a thurdays !
But I have no add maths tuition, why?
Because LimBeeLan is in Pangkor !
Heheh. But there’s replacement class soon. Boohoohoo.
But anyways my mom was busy today,
So I couldn’t stay back for prefect meeting, I couldn’t go for basketball training and if I had tuition I couldn’t go too.
So I just watched tv.

I decided to ponteng school tmr, and my mom said okay.
And Nicole’s gonna ponteng with me too :D
She’s so darn cute lah, she said she wanted to have a ponteng buddy so she wont feel so sesat, and because XinYi wont be ponteng-ing with her.

Ohh ohh, so yesterday we had the Sukan Tara for the form three’s and form 4A and 4B. it was at 3.30pm. 3.30pm !
And do you know how burningly hot the sun is that time or lately?
We could feel the sun ray’s pierce through our flesh like it was gonna melt off anytime.
But we still were so intrigued by the tarik tali competition.
We were so enthusiastically supporting our houses we didn’t care about the sun.
Okay maybe we hid behind shadows occasionally.
You could see the guys from each houses pulling the rope like crazy smacks.
Till now, im still not sure who’s the ultimate winner though.
Pitiful, most of them were bleeding, had cramps or were fully exhausted after it.

Our Sukan Tara started really late.
I went to the Lontar Peluru thing first. I had two attempts.
I got 1 point for the first throw and 2 for the second.
Then I went for the long jump. We had three attempts.
I got 1 point for the first and second attempt, and I wanted to forget about trying another, but my Bio teacher said I was really close to scoring a two. So fine I tried again. And yeay I got a two. Which according to Tania is two meters okay. There wasn’t any high jump. :( yes I like high jump but I always end up knocking the bar *blush*

While waiting I went to the bomba’s for awhile. And yeshh I wanna march !

It was around five-ish and I got impatient. So I just went to basketball training.
I skipped running.
If Syahbandar loses by one or two points im going to kill myself.
Oh and my dad kept reminding me to bring sunblock next time cause after everything was done I had a little sun burns.

My mom took me on another driving lesson today,
Okay so maybe the benefit in staying in a guarded compound is good because I didn’t have to worry about any physcho race car drivers speeding and crashing into my car.

Its gonna be a busy week.
Yay i can catch up on sleep tmr.

heeheehuuhaha

Yeayyyy!
The video is uploaded :D
but im sorry I stopped halfway the birthday song lilly. :P
so enjoy :D

click me ! click me ! click me !

que

Im kinda lost
And after a long time I realised what that brought out of me,
I guess you could say it’s a good thing,
But im no happier about it,
But it was a heck load,
Im not saying its much more any better,
Still im trying to find out.

No, I don’t think its worth it,
And
Yes I think its better to save it.

Its that season again,
So it really does goes in circles.
I just don’t see why who don’t see,
Yes who,
If who stop,
Then everything will,
So please why don’t you just stop who,
Stop this nonsense.

its getting there

Ironic, very.

You’re a bit of a workaholic. You cant help pushing yourself to the limit and cant find that off switch. For the kicks, nothing beats an adrenalin rush.You like to take risk and push limits…you’re confident and brave ( omg please) – life is for the living. When it comes to holidays, you reckon they should always be indulgent – a very special treat. You love to be in charge of where you are heading – the freedom of choosing your own direction.



You’re a real romantic and a bit of a dreamer.
OK, life may not be a movie, but what’s wrong with thinking it is?
When you think of freedom – you think of the opportunity of the city.
Big enough to house all your ambitions, where people can be whoever they want.


okay i would't say its totally a hundred percent true, but yeah, it relates a little here and there.

bold

So you’d thought all the whispering going on in class today was normal?
Maybe you thought we were talking something about you.
Maybe we were talking about something about you that we didn’t want you to know,
Maybe we were talking about something about you that we didn’t want you to know and to find out.

maybe,

All the above…

Are

Very very true.

so what did we do on the 27th March that we so badly didnt want you to find out?

happy birthday again Lillian !
you never thought we would suprise you on a weekday would you?
thank God you sleep so much in the afternoon :D

yes today we suprise Lillian,
i cant believe you didnt realise despite all the clues accidentally dropping right in front of your face in class.
ahahah and you thought i was being high. :P ( yay )

to all who dont know, we suprised her while she was still sleeping,
ate the hugeee cake and watched The Sweetest Thing !
hahahhah, that show always makes me laugh most.

i'll try uploading the video a.s.a.p. :)

pee

As much as I want to bombared my blog with the weirdly silliest things you do,
I will try ( I am ) to resist, to spare you from utter embarrassment :D

So I knew you when I came to secondary school.
:D
We were never in the same class in form one, still we ended up as friends all the way till now.
Smiles :D

I remember I first knew you existed when my class had pj with yours.
We played basketball and we were in the same team, I kept passing the ball to you and you kept scoring. Whew ! we were on a roll and I remember we won ! ahhahaha. I kept calling you Gillian cause I had to remember your name then and there when the game was going on. Too kanchiong already, so I just blarb out something that sounded like ‘Lillian’.
I really thought your name was Gillian cause why would people wanna name their child Lillian ? ( HAHAHA )
Just kidding !

Yah, so we had our really horrible most bluergh experience with so and so.
Omg I don’t even wanna think about it !
Smirks
We laugh about it reaaaalllyy often.
We have the same opinions about most things in life
But not about men.
HAHA

You were always in the class next to mine, but now your just right next to me ! :D
You thought me guitar !
Till I sudah boleh main sekarang :D

Thank you for the tolerance for the past four years darl !
Its really something that you can tolerate my moodswingies and lend me your ears.

Happy birthday Lillian Wee Ean Pin !
Grr potong steam lah you.
I stayed awake and sacrifice my very needed sleep just to call you,
And what happen ?
You never pick up !!
Pout pout pout.

Okay my hands abit itchy already.
Lets put a photo with more people init :D

i remember when this was!
during that hazey day the school sent us back. :D

oh my, long hair :P

:D

you know very well that i have already been kind enough to spare you from your silly pictures ! :D

ps./

I actually typed this post at 12am yesterday after trying to call you okay.
I just ter saved it as draft.

flutter

After for what seem like a reallyyy long time,
I got lots of sleep yesterday.
I doze off at 10.30pm.
I would have slept earlier if my hair dried faster.
I wasn’t in the mood for tv, computer or the phone.
Infact I felt a bit cranky. I think I would have slept longer if my mom didn’t wake me up for breakfast and church.

So anyway I woke up about 7.30am yesterday and headed to watch the guy’s match at court 9. Yes they won against usj 12. :)
Oh and they’ll never have a problem worrying if their jersey colour clashes with another team, cause their jerseys are light pink.
Light pink I tell you.
Ps. The sun was being incredibly unfriendly.

so most of the girls who came to support had plans so they went back after the game.
I had a prefect meeting in school but I didn’t have transport to school ( sooorrrry choi ! not on purpose ! *angel face* )
Some said they wanted to watch a movie later, so i decided to tag along.
But we had to wait till the last game for the session to finish, cause being secondary students we have no car. :(
Everything ended at near 1pm. Gah!

So after that I went to jeehan’s house and waited till zhiji and xinyi came.
We called a cab to summit.

Okay so, my mom doesn’t allow me to take public transport in Malaysia cause we are both paranoid, so I didn’t tell her that part.

We met up with the rest but we didn’t watch movie. !@$!$@#%
Because of so and so.
We just hanged at the arcade’s, pool-y area etc.. and then ‘the rest’ left early to go to court 9 again.

So here’s the four of us again, we walked around summit like lifeless people with heart shape lollipops that can never be finished. I tell you I never had so much ‘sweetness’ in one day, :|
No I don’t often hang around with them outside school, so talking to them was a new thing.
And yes, despite not being able to watch the movie * :( *
I still had fun just by talking.

And guess how we went back.
By bus. The rapid kl.
I was abit jakuny about the idea cause there were a few busses and I didn’t know which lead to where.
Yes another public transport that my mom would have disapprove of, so I left that part out too.

Xinyi and I got off the bus at usj 9 and walked to her house in usj 16.
I actually thought it was pretty far but not if your talking all the way.
We were quite afraid that the mini gate from usj13 to usj 17 was lock since it was already 7.30pm. we managed to pass right on time before the guard locked it.
Woosh ! she has 2 dogs and about 7 ( I think ) guinea pigs !

Ahh ! tmr’s school. I don’t like :(
Okay I have to prepare my bm oral :\

view

Teacher’s already started teaching and giving homeworks :(
I feel so sad.
And the may exams aint that far y’know.
Grr.

Today was really bored.
We were all pumped up with the idea of wearing pj clothes with the chances of either playing football or basketball.
But only a few wore, plus the field was damp.
So some of us ended up watching the guys play basketball and we had a mini football, erm thing.
Haha.

Oh! The other day when my mom was on the way to pick Tania up,
we drove over this lumpy thing and then we heard it clinging at the erm, car tyre wall thing.
So we went down to check and there was this long nail with a chain linked to it stuck to the tyre. So my mom yanked it out and then she realised we had a puncture tyre.
The car couldn’t afford to drive all the way to subang so my mom drove us to SuLi’s who was very kinda to give us a lift.
Yupyup.

Good luck to the guys tmr :)

Definitely, over my head

idiot

bridge

Ive been so busy having things everyday it actually gets kinda tiring.
I don’t seem to be at home between 3.30pm-7pm these days.
Hrm, so today we had addmaths and puan LimBeeLan was so cute :D
Everyone felt bored of the new chapter that we started running out of gas to function.
So she said whoever finished her question get sweets.
So there she was bearing the plastic container walking around checking all the greedy form four’s.
And yeah the class got alive again.
Haha.

No I do not have much to blog about.
But I just felt like leaving you with another metaphoric scoop.
Why?
Well, it feels like there’s a city running in my head and it needs lots of thinking.

So, how long has it been?
Long enough I hope.
Its just like those two innit?

one made an effort,
one blew one,
one tried to make a comeback,
one hardly bothered.
Okay lets just say its twos.

timid

I came home with a sparkling area,
With, my preferred repast,
An understanding mode.
I was really scared of you actually,
But sometimes you surprise me,
I had bags under those sockets,
Out of worrying,
But you showed more than that,
And I really really do
Much more,
Want to make it better.
I’ll try.

today

omg im such a sucky friend ! i didnt realise i spelled HanQi's name wrong. hahaha!


Im in serious need of sleep,
But im actually more sincerely doing something with my stack of papers, with glue and that silver ink.
Hehe.

So anyways,
Today we went to HanQi’s place to watch a horror.
Yeah, so a bunch of us went to WengSoon’s for lunch and to HanQi’s.
We brought clothes and stuff to change in his house and being typical we took pretty dam long.
And we raided his room and found some things. Hahaha.

Yeah so, we watch Shutters. That Thai horror movie?
We all snuggled into each other with pillows and erm, the floor carpet.
A few of them watched it before but watched it again! :D
We screamed like idiots.
Yah, so it was fun :)

Its disturbing, the show, and reminiscing it, ( which I always do ) isn’t gonna help me sleep.
I used to always watch horrors cause I watch them with my sis and end up sleeping in her room.
But now, I cant risk them anymore, because I might just end up on my parent’s bedroom’s floor wide awake.

So after the movie Kay and I walked to school for basketball training since its just a near walking distance.
Being paranoid as usual, I kept a look out everywhere, and we kinda ended up jogging to school.
There was a weird looking painter okay!
And that lorong is like some famous robbery area. So I cant help but be extra paranoid.

Im not use to this.
I keep thinking its like a weekend or something, cause our exams usually end on the last day before the term break.
Sigh..
I have school tmr. :(

***

(earlier...)

Because I have been tagged by Deeeenise!


Name one person who made you smile last night.
nothing I can think of really. But I had one happy night at 10 ++ ! :D
Grins grins grins

What were you doing at 8.00 this morning?
hrm, scattering in class and having chats I think.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
taking bath after being showered with sweat.

What was something that happened to you in 2006?
2006? Pmr !
Im sorry lah, I still cant get over the fact of how much I miss being a pmr-ian.
Okay lah, Im slowly getting over the fact already. Its kinda nice being form 4 :D

What is the last thing you said aloud?
“ KAY CAN RECORD ! ”
( hehe, at the court )

How many different drinks did you drink today?
tanks of water, suet cha , and Lyn’s tomyam! Okay fine its not a drink.

What colour is your hairbrush?
i use combs. Okay anyway, a big grey one, and I mini black one.

What was the last thing you paid for?
SiewLee’s lunch :D

Where have you been last night?
its was a Tuesday night. Watching tv after oh-so-long.

What color is your front door?
my room or the house door? Okay anyway their both dark wooden-y brown

Where do you keep your change?
my already heavy wallet.

What was the weather like today?
it drizzled a little but it was all peachy fine !

What is the best ice-cream flavour?
strawberry cheese cake and cookies and cream from baskin ! but I hardly get to eat from there. Huhuhu.

What is something you are excited about?
hm, let me think for a while,
Ah yes, more hangouts. :)

Do you want to cut your hair?
for the moment, nah.
For the future, oh yeshhh.

Are you over the age of 25?
nope, im literally a decade younger.

Do you talk a lot?
nope, since im portrayed as the silent-emo-go-away-girl from every person who already knows me enough.

Do you watch the O.C?
nope. I tak suke. Its soo bluergh.

Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
nah,

Do you anyone named Steven?
of course. My daddd.. hheee

Do you make up your own words?
haha unintentionally wanting to say stupid and idiot at the same time = stidiot

Are you typically a jealous person?
personally, I will say yes. Hahahah.

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "A":
erm, Ashley !

Name a friend who's name starts with the letter "K":
Kay Kay Choong!

Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
oh wait. Let me check.
Lillian. Hahahaha.

What did the last message you received say?
checks again.
Oh oh !
“ hey jas, happy birthday !! may you have a wonderful day at college, hehe :) ”

Ah yes, I forgot to tell the person that its neither my birthday or am I in college, and its actually an unknown no. :\ wonder wonder.

Do you chew on your straw?
hehe, I was influenced ! I promise.

Do you have curly hair?
I don’t think so. Unless you consider every stranddd.

Where is the next place you're going?
down for tv.

Who is the rudest person in your life?
rudest? Not any I can think of for the moment.

What is the last thing you ate?
kangkung belacan :D

Is marriage in your future?
I hope.

What is the best movie you've seen in the last 2 weeks?
Moulin Rouge after the like tenth time.

IS there anyone you like right now?
nope, :)

.When was the last time you did the dishes. be honest
today. Yes today..

Are you currently depressed?
nooo im not a complete sob okay !

Why did you answer and post this survey?
because denise tagged me and I like being tagged to do surveys :D

Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
I ) Rach – because I know you love surveys like meh :)
II ) Lyn – to update your on-the-edge-of-dying-blog
III ) Kay – because your name starts with K. haha!
IV ) PurplePotatoPanda – just for the fun of it :D
V ) Tiff and co-blogger – because I like your updates. haha

we do

Its been awhile,
Hasn’t it?
Like something already mentioned before,
Funny how they only got more attached
Only when the other left.

We’re happy,
That your doing fine,
We’re happy,
That your having a greaaaat time !
But yes,
We miss you.
Dearly,
Sincerely,
Honestly.

tacky

Sejarah is tmr,
The passion ( har-har) for studying has long died.
I wonder how I even managed to read sejarah today.
Ah well, tmr is the last day for form fours!
Yeayyy !
And then, I really hope we can plan the trip to lagoon/genting blablabla.

I skipped accounts exam today
And I felt like a loser. :(

Anyhoo, here’s a survey I found really cute from meeshell :)


A for Age :
precisely, 15 years 9 months and twenty days.

B for Booze of Choice :
I cant, :\
I’ll wooze like a tomato.

C for Career :
I like journalism, but nah, cant imagine it.

D for your most Dreaded :
disappointment.

E for essential items you use everyday :
Hrm, computer. hahaha

F for Favourite song of the moment :
Come What May :)

G for favourite Game :
plenty ! okay maybe basketball.

H for Hometown :
Penang.

I for Indulgence :
a sweet sweet intention :)

J for favourite flavour of juice :
apple. Or passion.

K for Koo Kien Keat :
haha he looks like Jason in Sepet.

L for Last Hug by anyone :
daddykins

M for Mother :
the best !

N for Name of your crush :
nada..

O for Orgasms :
woot ? HAHA

P for Phobias :
clowns and non-peaceful nights

Q for Quote :
when eye to eye, heart to heart.

R for biggest Regret :
hrm, bad bad decisions

S for Status :
single

T for Time you wake up :
6.15am :(

U for Underwear :
essential?

V for Vegetable you love :
broccoli !

W for Worst habit :
paranoid

X for X movies I've watched :
haha.

Y for Yummy food you make :
um, scramble eggs ? :D

Z for Zodiac sign :
gemini

delicate

You know at first I thought it was peachy fine,
Maybe with a little
I didn’t-see-that,
But I was a little more than very wrong,
Yes its crystal now,
I don’t see the point of being broadminded
although Id much prefer to be.
But also considering, to which..

I couldn’t or wouldn’t object,
If id somehow am,
in silence all the time that it gets to that point,
Or fortuitously being too busy with,
Oh wait, you didn’t realise that I was absent now didn’t you.

Its just like the movie on thirteen,
one day it wouldn’t matter anymore,
because then, you’ll have to start over.
Just like everyone one of us.

Presently, I’ll let if have its way,
I don’t think I can afford anymore,
Soon that label’s going to drop off,
And we’re all from stage one.

Im not saying
Being inconsiderate
as an option,
But if somehow miraculously,
Things goes the other way
Just like how it used to,
The maybe this strings would still run again.

And,
Once told was callous?
Look again.

hit

i tell you , i can slap myself silly looking back at the testimonials i wrote and received from people. its soo weird. :\

okay so maybe when im older im gonna look at my blog and wished i just shut up when i was sixteen. ha-ha-ha.

its a little ironic everything's going in circles when we dont realise it, isnt it?
so nobody's any better,
so who am i to judge people?
and if so,
who are you?

we're all the same

1. What is one thing you would love to
happen tomorrow?
> answering all my exam questions purrrr-fectly :D !

02. What colour ink do you write with?
> currently using g2 black and blue-black. im not consistent I change my pens all the time.

03. Do you prefer History or
Georgraphy?
> I loovey history

04. Who was your first crush?
> huhuhu.

05. Anolog or Digital clocks?
> analogss

06. What would your dream car look
like?
> id love a My-Vi ! haha but I like small cars then posh cars honestly. :)

07. Do you shop at Hot Topic?
> where?

09. What colour are your Bathroom
walls?
> white. :\

10. What is the largest amount of
money, you have ever had in yr bank
account?
> if you mean the most amount I banked in then, its my pmr money, which I prefer to conceal :D

11. Is your phone a flip, slide or
neither?
> flip. But seriously, its very troublesome :l

15. Do you like My Chemical Romance's -
The Black Parade song?
> haha once a while yes, generally, no.

17. Do you fancy someone right now, if
so who?
> no and not gonna find out.

20. Morning or Night?
> hrm, mornings

21. What do you think when you read the
word, Chain?
> err, lock chains?

22. Do you know anyone called Julie?
> haha from Tekken 5 ;p

23. How many times have you left your
house today?
> once

25. How many ties do you own?
> three :|

26. Boomerangs or Frizbees?
> boomerangs are cool !

27. Have you ever been to Russia?
> nehh

28. Have you lost all your teeth?
> haha baby teeth yes

29 . How old were you when you lost
your first one?
> cant remember, prolly 3

30. Do you like the novel Jane Eyre by
Charlotte Bronte?
> haven’t read it.

32. Have you ever had a Rabbit?
> nope, sad..

38. Are you paranoid?
> ive made it clear.

nah, its okay.

You know im kinda wondering, what are dreams?
Not those ‘I wanna be a famous singer’ yada yada yada.
As in those, you sleep and dream kinda dream.

Do we dream because we’re thinking of something too much?
I would agree,

But then, I wouldn’t, because i have dreams of being chased by clowns and i would be crazy if I was thinking about clowns too much.

So what are they exactly really,
And why cant we remember dreams after waking up, ( sometimes )
And why does our dream feel so real,
I remember I had body contact with a person in my dream, and it felt so dam real okay that it freaks me out even if it wasn’t a nightmare.

I wish I can control them,
Then maybe I wont hate sleeping so much.

a smile behind another lie

Sigh, im sitting in front of the computer rotting,
Cause I have to burn cd’s for someone.
rwar.

Soooooo anyway,
I had a really busy day yesterday.
I was out from 7am till 10.30pm.
First in the morning we had this interschool prefecty thingy,
There were 6 schools and each had to bring twelve representatives.

We were all divided into 12 groups each having 1 person from 1 school.
I was in the second group and my group had two guys from su and seafield, and 3 other girls from usj 4,usj 8 and sj.

The whole game was to go to each station set up by each school located around the su school. And completing the tasks within the shortest time.
Our school’s station was to pick up 10 red beans in a bowl of flour, which I did and took so long. :\
Erm, besides that, I drank something that taste like grass, :\
Yeah, and plenty other games lah.
In the end im happy to say, my group won. :)

So after that, some of us went to mamak-ed then I followed kay home and to add maths tuition. We were sooo dam tired and I hardly paid attention. Then we both went to basketball but I couldnt run because
I had a tiny blister at the back of my leg,
I usually don’t care, but it was right on top of my erm, shoe mouth,
So I couldn’t wear my shoes,

Weahong gave me a lift to Lyn’s and I went to accounts tuition ( extra class )
And then I decided im not ready for the exam, so I think I’ll have to pass accounts exam this term.

Came home and felt a little more sick then the day before,
I didn’t really have the mood for staying online long, so I went to doze off.


Sigh, im feeling…
Um..

Unresponsive :\



p/s. i dont know why but i cant seem to reply at my tagboard. :\

typical

Im sorry im not really in a mood to blog about today,
Ive been running around (literally) so much today,
My body is beating the crap outta me
Cause im feeling more un-well then ever eversince I came back from accounts tuition,
Im not sure whats wrong.
My brain is functioning well and active right now,
But my body’s yelling for sleep.
I guess im gonna be shutting off soon.

hm, typical

30 days

i typed this yesterday :

Today is SiewLee’s birthday !
Yes we didn’t plan a surprise because there are just too many it becomes so predictable,
So initially, she knew the bunch of us was going,
And initially we wanted to call her usj4 friends and the malay people from our school,
but tak jadi. :\ So the only surprise was Laurence.
Hahaha. Sorry :P
But Leona kinda slipped out that Laurence was coming,
so she kinda knew.

Lyn, Kay and I reached Pyramid first.
Lyn and I shared to buy a mini cake for her,
So while waiting we did a little walking,
And VERY SADLY, without us realizing the box of cake I was carrying ( im sorry ! )
Kinda erm, turned, inside the plastic bag,
And it went all ugly.
So we got her another mini-er.
Which is cute okay.
Went to kim gary’s and gobbled the ugly-toppled Black Forest cake with the others.

After lunch we went to Red Box,
it was my first time there,
and it wasn’t like how I thought it would be,
Its kinda worth it, RM5++ per person, for 3 whole hours, and a complimentary 4jugs of soft drinks.
And they have a super wide range of songs.
Its amazing how sound proof the room was I tell you.

Lyn, Kay and I had to leave earlier cause we were following Lyn’s sis back at 6.
( we’re sorry SL! )
I went to Lyn’s cause my parents said there was a jam if they got out of the house at that time.
I ended up watching American Idol and eating dinner there :D
Not to mention ber bonding with Lyn. ( HE-HE-HE )

Yup, so that’s about it,
Oh and oh gosh! I think today’s like some
Who-can-dress-the-best-japanese-people-look-day.
If you get what I mean, ( inside joke – har har har )
But thank God everything was back to normal when we got out of RedBox.
I felt more belonged. ;p

the birthday girl



the mini-er cake



the China foreigners :D

the birthday girl and boyf

the happy ring barrier :D

the total jakun. hehe

the ex classmates

the independent late comer

the glass breakers

the entertained

the messenger

I think my life is gonna be shorted by a few years, ( heh-est)
With all these mosquito repellent sprays ive been using in my room,
( I spray and go out of the room, im not that dumb ok )
But still, sleeping with the odour. :\
Mosquito seems to find its way into my room and toilet and make it their home,
I wonder why God created mosquito,
why cant frogs just eat flies. :\
life would be so much better.

I woke up with a better throat,
But more block nose,
Till my ears were blocked,
I tried sneezing so hard,
I sneezed blood out,
Its not not not the season to get sick.

ah yes, happy birthday SiewLee :)

just enough

You know sometimes I feel like such a baby,
Complaining about nonsense and things that arent even worth mentioning,
Bringing things and reminiscing petty things,
And fretting over them like it’s the end of the world,
And then comes my never-failing-tantrums,
Having unhealthy thoughts and
Erm, anger-release-moments,

And then,
I see people like you,
Who’re tough enough to face all that,
Even to me,
If I were to be in your shoes
Should i be falling down the hill by now,
Its amazing how you do it without…
People and emotions, the way I do things,

When all you have is faith,
Something ive been yearning to learn,
To be patient,
To be tolerant,
Im giving in too much to temptation,
Sometimes I can feel its over taking me,

And this is something I need to learn from you.